A thousand Words

7 weeks?!

2008-11-26T18:27:58Z

JESUS WAS AN ALIEN! WTF?! I can't seriously have not updated for that long! I've been reading friend pages I guess I just...forgot to post? Heheheh.... ^^;

sorry?

um I'm alive. So you all know. I passed my finals and am ready for tri-mester TWO of college! Whoot! I had a panic attack during my Algebra final and the teacher came over all worried and was like "Calm down! Calm down! You're okay! Here's what you're doing wrong..."
it was really sweet of her! One of the perks of a private school (with how much more tuition is there better be some fucking perks) is that it's so small and stuff, everyone knows everyone and thus people want to take care of each other a little more. Big city people (and yes I feel so small town for typing that) are so WEIRD! Do you know how many times I've worn my Free Hugs t-shirt? Loads! And NO ONE wants a hug? WTF? Seriously? I love hugs! people in small towns love hugs! Come on!

I'll try and update a little more frequently. Love!

SPN-meme

2008-09-16T19:50:30Z

from schnute23

When you see this, post another Supernatural quote in your lj. Let's see how long this can go on for.

Dean: Dude! Did you bring any quarters?
Sam: No! I'm not supporting your sick habit! You're like one of those lab rats that presses the pleasure button instead of the food button until it dies!
Dean: I eat!

Biting on the Bullet

2008-08-18T18:40:24Z

www.myspace.com/racheal6277

listen to "This One's About Mary"

Beautious are my cakes indeed

2008-08-10T15:40:51Z

*dances* It's my birthday! XD
I'm going out to lunch with Teh Shoe and a movie with Kamui and then my dad is buying me dinner! I hope it's a good day today!

Mash Game: Predict Your Future at eSPIN-the-Bottle

2008-06-11T01:54:17Z



		I will marry Vitaly Jordan.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Jurisdiction Seventeen in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 58 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Green Red.
		I will spend my days as a Actor, and live happily ever after.

And the votes are in!

2008-05-19T14:31:10Z

JensenLeto WINS!!! WHoot!

I'll talk to my co-mod today and we'll start this circus! XD Thank you to everyone for your votes! We can't wait for you all to join us in the cult following of Jensen Ackles and Jared Leto doing eachother. Please advertise for us shamlessly, we need it!

We also need:
Headers
Fan art
Fan fiction
Icons
and all those good things!

Thanks!

Noiser than two skeletons making love on a tin roof

2008-05-05T15:10:20Z

Yay! My stiches come out today! Whoot!

Here are the votes so far!
jsquaredslash- 1
JaredL_JensenA-0
JensenLeto-3

Please Vote! Polls will be running for...two weeks? Yeah, sure. So comment and vote in THIS ENTRY HERE and I will log them and post in two weeks the comm with the most votes. How democratic of me ^_^. So you have until May 19th! Remember this is for the name of the community, not the official title or subtitle. Those are still being decided.

Please we need:
Headers
Icons
Fics
Fan art
Memebers

Also please advertise for us shamelessly. Thank you! XD

Random Song and Comm Update

2008-04-30T19:20:17Z

Still holding votes for the NAME of the Jensen Ackles/Jared Leto comm.
jsquaredslash
JaredL_JensenA
JensenLeto

please vote in comments.

The title is still being decided and the subtitle will be along the lines of: A Jensen Ackles Jared Leto Community.

Please, do not be afraid to blatantly advertise for us.
We need it.

I forget when words were only words.
She knows that partying makes me nervous.
In this stage we can't get hurt.
Don't try to understand me!
We're too cold to be alone,
but not too crazy to get busted!
I found out one life just ain't enough
I need another soul to feed on
I'm the flame
I can't get burnt
I'm wholly understated!
I found silence in this place
and on and off again attraction!
I need such amazing grace!
Heaven sweep me away!
Well love
don't change,
don't come around here,
don't wear my heart on your sleeve like a highschool letter!
Don't strain cause nothing ever comes from it
the people we become well,
they've never been the people who we are!
I strapped on one horse and prayed for luck
I dug another hole to bleed
I know exactly how this works
I need a new feel dirty!
I don't need you crowding up my space
I just want to get inside you!
Insdie...
You can't beleive the hearts you save,
giving something away.
Well love
don't change,
don't come around here,
don't wear my heart on your sleeve like a highschool letter!
Don't strain cause nothing ever comes from it
the people we become well,
they've never been the people who we are!
Who we are!
Who we are!
I dreamed that the world was crumbling down
We sat on my back porch
and watched it. (Jesus is knocking on the door to your heart,man!)
I dreamed that the buildings all fell down
We sat on my back porch and watched it.
Hey.
Yeah! well I dreamed that the world was crumbling down!
We sat on my back porch and watched it!
In my head I heard the sound like
Fifteen strangers dancing!
Oh how I want you to know me.
Oh how I want you to know me.
Oh how I wish I was somebody else baby
Oh how I wish I was better now!
Love
don't change,
don't come around here,
don't wear my heart on your sleeve like a highschool letter!
Don't strain cause nothing ever comes from it
the people we become well,
they've never been the people who we are!

Bank teller Jared Leto: Look! Here comes that hot UPS guy!
UPS Guy Jensen Ackles: Hello, Bank teller by the name of Jared Leto? I have a package for you.
Jared Leto: Why thank you Bactrian Shepard Boy!
Jensen: What?
Jared Leto: Oops! Sorry. Wrong fantasy.

What? You want an explanation? ^_^ Sorry, it's a secret!

Who the hell puts ranch dressing in an espresso drink?

2008-04-28T14:55:03Z

I <3 that my last public entry ended up with 15 comments. Making it say "15 strangers Dancing" XDXDXD

I had this dream that an English Teacher at school that's really awesome, I call him "Sensei", he was holding a poetry slam at the coffee shop where I work. And I was up at the bar where we make the coffee drinks at the cash register. And who walks in and up to my counter? Jared Fucking Leto. And he sighs and holds money up to me and says "Yeah, three specials please." I'm just like "Uh, three what sir?"
"You know. Three of the special coffee drinks." And he sounds all annoyed.
"I'm sorry sir. I don't know what you mean." and he huffs at me.
"Look. Don't play dumb all right? Just get me three of the specials."
"Sir, I don't know what drinks you're talking about. I've worked here two years and we have never had a coffee drink here called a 'special'."
"What? Are you stupid or something?!" He yells at me! Fucking yells at me! And I got all mad that he said that and said,
"Yeah! I am stupid! Because this is my natural hair color!" WTF? Blonde is my natural color btw. And he gets all huffy about that and starts to storm off and I say "Wait!" and he turns around.
"What?"
"Are you Jared Leto?" Completely NOT the time to ask. And he scoffs, smiles all smug like that one scene in Alexander and says,
"You're good." and leaves. So like I run over to the other counter to do some weird dream task and come back and Sensei is at the counter taking Jared's money.
"Sensei?" I ask.
"Yes?"
"Is there such a drink called a 'special'?" and he says
"Yeah. There is." Once again, Jared smiles all superiorly at me. "It's got milk, espresso, and ranch dressing in it."
"Oh. Okay." And I just feel stupid. "Well do you think maybe next time you guys could tell me about any super secret special drinks so that when some one asks for it I can serve it to them?" and then I lean over the counter at Jared and say, "You were right. And I was wrong."
and he shouts "You admited it!"
then I woke up.

It has been decided that the name choices for the Jared L./Jensen community will be something really simple and basic so people know exactly what it is. The three choices are:
jsquaredslash
JaredL_JensenA
JensenLeto

Sub-title names are still being decided. Suggestions are overly apperciated.

I won't tell em' your name

2008-04-22T16:56:23Z

All rigth then, so far I've got:
"30 seconds to a Supernaturally Sexy Pairing"
"Temptation taunts the empty"
"Walking Diaster"
"Insatiable"
"Gunning Down Romance"*
"Bed of Lies"(Hm..."Bed of Beautiful Lies" maybe?)
"This is not a love song"
"Did we create a modern myth?"
"These are the lies we have created"
"Dirty Sex Cums to Metallicars."
"My So-Called J's"
"Dirty sex in cars"
"Buddah for Bloody Mary"

personally, I'm pushing for "Gunning Down Romance" but I'm open to ALL and ANY ideas. Please?

XD I feel like such a giddy little fan girl! I'm so excited about this comm!

EDIT: I am considering calling the community something simple and straight to the point like: JareL_JensenA and then having one of the above titles the sub title.

It's not your fault I let you crawl inside my head

2008-04-21T14:47:54Z

I've decided I'm going to try and start updating this journal more. Not quite sure what I'm going to write about in it....Jared Leto and Jensen Ackles is my lead plan at the moment.

I want to start a LJ community for Jared/Jensen but I don't know what to call it. :(
Suggestions?
Also, if you'd like to PLEASE JOIN!

and I need a new mood icon.

He said he'd light me a candel, I told him "Don't waste your match."

2008-04-19T03:32:28Z

Look! Look! Everyone look at my pretty banner I made! XD

I got the pics from www.sweetandtalented.com (GOOD SITE FOR PICS!!!!) and the advice from the lovely kynikey! Thank you! You are wonderment!

*is ridiculously giddy* XD

btw, FINALLY am seeing My So Called Life: instant addict
but when it comes to Jared Leto, when am I not?
Jordan Catellano keeps alternating between being really great and a real dick. I guess he has to make up for Alexander, where he's the ONLY person in that movie who isn't an ass hole. Except those two other guys, but they're dead. And who's fault is that? Alexander's. And how could we have avoided this problem? On screen sex with Hephastion.
...
...
...
...
okay, fine, maybe that wouldn't have solved the problem. But it certainly would have made ME feel better... *pouts*

A paper box is burning full of memories of me

2008-04-14T00:14:59Z

I need to re-write PLADIA. I've come to the conclusion that, yes, while funny, it completely lacks any kind of plot. XP So, I'll have to come up with a plot.

Then, I want to make a super AWESOME banner for...um...don't know! But I'll find something I'm sure.

Plus, I should acutally work on TIAW. I don't have any real excuse for NOT working on it except that I just don't have an extreme passion for it right now. It's all planned out and everything. It's just missing something, I don't know what, but something. Gay man sex? No, no, too many of my other entries have that in it. Don't want to over do it.

Then I should try and finish the round of crack!ships that I'm in the middle of. 3 more for Jones and 6 more for Dazza. Who thought that Miguel/Jones would be such a crippling couple? But I'll admit, it is weird...

I could do a "She Could Be You" banner, except I'm in such a Jensen mood lately! XD But then agian, when am I not?

I'm so greedy when it comes to icons. TT_TT I wants more!

Maybe a PLADIA poster? When it gets all sorted out?
Ooh! And I def want to do a better version of the "Tabitha's Secret?" poster!
And redo my YOSLY poster as well, except that it's so hard to find an actress to match Kody. *pouts* Suck.

I should talk to Eye about my Chaos God theory before I start writing it. I need to work out the kinks.

and I wants a new mood icon! I <3 you Pussy Foot, I really do, but it's time for a change.

CIBYOTOS Banners

2008-04-08T23:28:03Z

Haunted Project is complete

2008-04-05T00:28:12Z

Aw! Cute little Heath! XD

2008-04-01T02:09:37Z

I wish they'd get back together! I should be mad at Heath also, but I just can't be! Look at that face!

Are you willing to sleep your way to the top?

2008-03-22T00:04:23Z

do you wanna be Pop!

ular?

why don't you slide?

2008-03-17T02:17:37Z

CA Chapters
Could I Be you on the otherside?
This side of me
Panting Like a Dog in August
Was it a Dream?
Black Balloon
She Could Be You
Yourself or Someone Like You
Mistaken Identity
Irish Son
Requium
CA 58 Fics
Changes
Love in the Time of Science
Other Epic Original Things
Labyrinth Sequel

just need to keep this somewhere. ;)

what to say?

2008-02-28T15:38:18Z

there's really nothing, I just feel bad that I haven't updated in two weeks. I really just use this account to read slash. XD

I need a cool new mood icon type thing.

I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm big enough to admit it

2008-02-12T16:01:47Z

I'm on a Buffy high right now! Nice little break from the college stress. :P

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL my awesome icons made by the lovely generous, talented, paitent, xechox!

please, check her out! She's awesome!

Tired

2007-12-20T01:24:35Z

You've been talking for an hour and I swear to God I ain't heard a word you've said
So would you come to me?
Come to me.
I get caught up in the waves of conversation they wash over me
And they cover me.
They cover me.

Should I just pack my things and leave?
Would I be a bigger man if I
Built a wall around your heart
Dared you to come in
I could lie to you
Say "I didn't mean it"
But hurt's a funny thing
And it makes you stronger

CHORUS:
Well all is nothing in moderation
It's a dirty feeling
And it makes you stronger
Well I beleive
Yeah
I'm just plain tired.

There's a funny way you're lip shakes when I know that you've been lieing and it touches me
Yeah
I said it comforts me
It comforts me.
Well I guess I should be satisfied if you say you love me half the time.
We'll settle there.
We can build from there.
Build from there!

Would you be happier if I
Were only half the man I am
You could shout at me
Dare me to come in
I could lie to you
Say "I didn't mean it!"
But it really doesn't matter
When you stop to think about it.

CHORUS

Say the end is coming.
She don't even feel it.
It's a strange sensation.
I'm almost happy
Well I beleive,
I'm just plain tired.

I'm tired

CHORUS

Should I just pack my things and leave?
Would I be a bigger man if I
Built a wall around your heart
Dared you to come in
I could lie to you
Say "I didn't mean it"
But hurt's a funny thing
Hurt's a funny thing!

CHORUS (2x)

Just touch me and then...oh, just touch me again!

2007-10-16T00:36:03Z

Freaking awesome video! XD

I'll post my fav. video by them tommorow.

EEK It's been a while

2007-08-04T17:40:37Z

Sorry I've pretty much died on here. Works been rough and I have a cold. Not much has happened in the life of Yami.

Yami-san has her own LJ!

2007-01-09T00:47:03Z

All right! I got my "Pussyfoot" mood theme all set and ready to go! Awsome! Now I just need my own User pic.